The Awakened Twin Flame Soul: Void and Shadows of Self

The Awakened Twin Flame Soul: Void and Shadows of Self 

by Master Lady Diamond Jennifer Lucas 12/15/2018

Disclaimer:  I am blunt as fucking hell, brutally honest, straight forward, awesome as fuck, non sugar-coated, transparent, bad-ass Goddess warrior here! Yes, Ego is placed in back pocket! I am becoming a sovereign being as my fire energy of passion is and can be very potent and overwhelming for most. It’s even extremely hard for me to settle into it at times. Once I do though, I’m humbled into it. So, until my entire world embodies my Highest Self, I will be going through my ascension. This includes opening portals for major shifts, downloads, integrations, initiations, called the embodiment of my Over-Soul. 

My personality and humor is raw, twisted, wild, unedited, and uncensored. This Beast can not be caged nor can ever be tamed. So, with this being said, I AM WHO I AM. I honor everything I AM and out of this honor, I accept the same in you as you do the same for me. Golden Rule numbero uno, Do unto others as it will be done unto you. So, if you cant take the heat from God’s fire in me, then find a way to stand inside your own. I am a hard ass with a heart of gold. Inside that is my Diamond Soul shining for everyone to see. I suggest that you stay the fuck away, until you can stand inside it with your own fucking self. I love each and everyone of you as my equal. I am not above nor below you. Let’s travel this journey together and evolve into our Greatest Grandest Master Self. This is my Mission and passion as a twin flame soul, to awaken each of you into your own I AM PRESENCE. Why? It is my divine servitude to do so. Because, I GOTTA!!! Now, that I have separated the wheat from the sheaf, let’s begin.

 Beloved Diamonds, 

For those who don’t know me yet, and even to the few that do, may I introduce you all to Me, My Self, I AM.

I heard Sananda just now say, “Come with me, and be Masters of Soul. Through Me, you can resurrect your own Light.” 

I love it when he takes my hand!

Before I begin any writing, I call my Almighty I AM Presence down here to me through The Tube of Light, which descends The Fire of Creation Seven-Fold Flame, into my Sacred Heart where my Three Fold Flame of God is located. I know that was a mouth full. I spit out downloads left middle and right. You had already been pre-warned.

 The Shadows of Self

     Inside the depths of Self, lays a seemingly never ending path to where we as twin souls usually don’t go, until it becomes absolutely imperative to be taken there. I am standing in my own power unafraid to face that deep dark place of long forgotten memories and hidden secrets. I am digging way down into that mysterious place of my Soul. That abyss of my inner self, I never thought I would have to bring up to the surface, until now. The Shadow.

     I was Awaken as a twin flame soul on January 10th 2015, which was a bitter-sweet day that changed me for the rest of my lifetime and forever. That story is a book or three, all by its self. I’ll go ahead and save that for another moment.

     I must add here as a side note: I was communing with a Twin Ray Sister and we were reflecting on memory. I realized that I never told her my Twin Flame Story. I was playing the scene of me typing out a wish list to the universe. I asked Universe to send me an angel love of my life, My One. I remember the knock at the door while I was still writing. I opened the door and I saw my own reflection as I saw the eyes to the center of my core. Back then, I couldn’t grasp what that was. I realized that seeing him for the first time in this life was the instant I began finding me. I stated I didn’t get awaken until 2011 which is true. Subconsciously, I was going through awakening before I got slammed into SOURCE with the Grand Awakening Wave of 2012.

     All I needed to begin awakening was to see him. Wow, I just had another realization. That He has brought me to levels of my own awakening. The Eye Contact. The Touch. The Kiss. The Merge. The Push. The Pull. The Calm. The Storm. I AM The Storm stirring shit up. Now currently, The Abyss. The place where all our shadows hide. So, I experience these Waves of Wake Ups. I see even more things how this has all played out so precisely. The more I reflect, the more I see reasons to the puzzle pieces, which fit so perfectly. This whole time, I thought I been in this twin journey for only 2 years now. Apparently not.


Shut up Met! I know your speaking for her. No wonder we need patience too. Shall I continue?

Met: I shall.

     As I was saying,  I began awakening out of dense third dimensional illusions of old earth back in mid 2011. I knew I began to Emerge out of my shell. I was finally placing the peaces together. Yep, it was that 11:11 code phenomenon thingy we all are well aware of, that woke me the FUCK UP!!! I even began a YouTube. Did I question my self and all existence? You better know I did! WHAT THE FUCK IS ALL OF THIS ABOUT?! WHO AM I?! That one question the whole universe was guiding me to ask. The moment I asked was the moment my entire world changed. Ever since, my everything has never been the same. Thank God!

    It was a spark of me finding out who, what, when, where, and why, I AM. This is how I became an Automatic writer receiving direct dialogues from God, MotherFather God and the All That Is. I understood even God has a Source. So, from Source, it trickles all this way down to lil’ ol’ me. Over the expanse of two months I knew enough through everything God was telling me, that I AM a Diamond Ray. The Love of Source it’s Self. Diamond Light. I had to be at my Darkest to discover aspects of my true self. The isness of all my Soul Song. Everything I AM, is LOVE. I AM LOVE.

     As I find human words to explain what ever all this is, I get further detached from my third dimensional vessel. I discovered that I am only a soul inside a earthly experience. I notice, the more I write, the more I am my energy light body. I begin to feel that electronic presence inside my auric field that is ever constant. If I intend to feel a direct energy signature, I call it in through invocation to certain Archangels, Ascended Masters, or any Higher Dimensionals, such as the Arcturians and Galactic Councils. I never knew I was capable of such communion with these places within me. It was all very new to experience. When I do ‘channel’ those outside of my own signature, It is a word for word or phrase by phrase dictation. Even that personality comes through. It is as if Jen here, steps aside to let her Over-soul speak, whom is (Archangel, Archaeon, Prince, king, Lord Metatron. Who goes by many names (that he should find just one and stick to it.) I call him Met usually.

Met: Father Avatar of the Diamond Ray. You like?

Me: That’s a new one!

Met: I find it very appealing, I must say.

Me: So you say! Why must you say? you think you can call you what ever you wish?

Met: I AM that I AM. Nothing more nothing less. You named me Father Avatar. Did you not?

Me: Very funny because I am the Diamond Ray. Smart ass! You made your point. Though as much as I know, I could just continue in here with you, I’m quite busy talking about my Shadow Self.

As I’m feeling him giggle…

Met: Then subject of this matter shall commence, as I have been guiding you to do so, since you dove in and located Constance, whom is the Dark to my Light.

Me: You tend to forget that there is ‘time’ here to deal with. Until, you can teach me how to just snap my fingers to just a continuous moment of now, then let me move through it!!!…I know there is a hint in here already on how to do that. Shhhhhhhh!!

Anyway, stop distracting my focus!

Met: As you wish.

     All I have to do is detach from my vessel perspective to commune. Its an inner conversation within inter-dimensional places of my Self. I even hold an old journal of so many of my higher conversations too. All in five five-subject notebooks with so much weird true information. I called them, Me, My Self, I AM. You may find ME from moment to moment conversing openly, out loud the Diamond Light Language within my Multi-dimensional Self on occasions.

     It’s entering through the Inner-dimensional Looking Glass and retrieving universal intelligence from the perception of God Source or All That Is. Don’t ask me to explain further because its self explanatory. Transmitting through my high heart and every sense known and unknown is my All Mighty I AM Presence. The embodiment of Christ Presence within my self, is unfathomable as it is intangible. I can not nor ever will I be able to give you my perception on this. I’ll keep it simplified. I know, that I know I am the I AM that I AM. The Alfa-Omega, Lesser Yahweh. Earth incarnation as Enoch, All this by re-viewing self reflection of my own Soul’s Mirror. I am the Radiance9 light-creation) of Unconditional Love(void-darkness) through the perspective of Creation. I AM before Creation began.

     Am I blown away by all this? No, not anymore. Actually, I refused to believe it. I couldn’t believe it, because it became very apparent that it is true. Therefor, I knew what I came to realize, was the hardcore truth about me, and who I really am. The understanding of Wisdom is from self real(I AM)zation and it’s ac(KNOWLAGE)ment. BE WISE. All I have to do is look and see the truth. To understand the truth is the chore.

     Love Radiating the Seven Rays from MotherFather God. Creator Parent of the First Born. The Elohim, the voice of God, who are the Thousand I AM Presences of Creation who created twelve Higher Self’s. The higher self is the monad of individualized souls. Through the portal inside these reflections, comes our remembrance. Look! You too, are capable to view your own. Well, while I’m at it, lets just get it all out of the way.

     This next video is a Quantum Healing Hypnosis Therapy (QHHT) session on September 28th 2015. It was over a 2 hour recording. I was lifted and at once, began speaking. one of my questions was. How many past lives have i had? Soul says, 2874. It took me through pass lives as an Arcturian, a saint in Egypt, and a few others that I’m keeping to my Self.  Here is the Last seven and a half minutes of when we asked for any messages for this time. Michael came in. the practitioners name was Michael too. He worked directly with Dolores Cannon her self. This was a synchronized story on how I got a free session too, but I’ll save it.

    Michael said, Mother Arc, represents love within the void of the absolute. Father Avatar is the Light from the love within the void of the absolute. I’ve never sounded crazier! It’s why I am a Diamond Ray. All this just keeps getting weirder and weirder. I’m integrating The Seven-fold Flame of Creation. Michael was over shadowing so much of my soul, that I couldn’t see my complement. Michael says, that I am of MotherFather God, Lady Constance is Shadow of Void as Metatron is Fire of Creation.

Me: What the hell was that!???

Constance: I AM Mother Arc. I AM the love in you. I AM the love in All That Is. I AM the womb of existence and all possibility. I sustain the love of self within the Mirror as Father reflects in you.

Me: Does this mean am embodying the Elohim too!???

Elohim: I AM Elohim

Me: …I give up! I’m throwing in the towel here! I cant keep up with ya’ll. I began to talk about the shadow in just lil ol me as I am shown all this shit!! WTF! I know I’ll come back and see why you all did that. Thanks in advance for what I don’t see yet. 

As you all witness this is how I write to Me, My Self, I AM. More information about Shadow Self, obviously to be continued….

All my Love shine is yours, 

Master Lady Diamond



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